My little yellow diary - part 1

Guess wat i found yesterday afternoon while packing my 'worms'. A little yellow diary. Ok, it wasn't technically a diary but just a notebook. However, i did used it as a diary of sorts. Some entries, some poems, some cuttings, etc. I realised that the entries were dated 1996! OHMIGOD! It is more than 10 years old! The yellow notebook, i mean. No, it's not yellowish, i would have said yellowish if i meant that. It's really a YELLOW notebook. Duhz.

It felt bittersweet as i was going through wat i wrote. I can't really recall the exact emotions as i was penning them but it was sure nostalgic. So for your reading amusement... i present to u... My Little Yellow Diary. Please pardon the childish writing. Wat did u expect? i was only 19 then. Haha.

This one is on puppy love.

*names have been changed to protect certain individuals.

9th June 1996
Yesterday, i went to Platoon 16's Dinner & Dance. Actually, i did not really wanted to go. When Lisa called me, i was already sleeping. But in the end, i still went and boy, was i glad i did.

At first, it was kinda weird becos i did not know anybody at all. But then i were introduced to CP and SK, who sat at the same table. When the dance party started, it was like heck care kinda thing. We just danced in a big group. After a few songs, SK and our partners went to sit down to rest. So only Lisa, CP, another guy called Jason and me were left. Anyways, we just danced. I had a really fun time dancing with CP. Boy, was he a good dancer. Must remember to ask him to teach me someday. He also said i was a good dancer (really?)

After that during the slow dance, CP went to dance with SK (his partner for the nite), and Lisa with Jason. I was feeling kinda bored cos nobody asked me to dance. But then Alex wanted to dance with SK so we went to swop partners. I enjoyed dancing with CP and talking to him. At first, we were just dancing quite normally as we just met at the D&D. But as the music played, we seemed to get closer and closer together. I dun know if he moved towards me or did i unconsciously. In the end, we were so close that i even felt his belt buckle brushed against me a few times. I have never danced so close to a guy for so long, or stared into his eyes for so long. Well, i guess it's a good way to practise my flirting skills. Haha. Lisa said she glanced at us a few times and thought we looked very good together (really?). I felt kinda bad leaving SK with no partner but then....

He told me quite a bit about himself while we danced. Like he's the youngest and most spoilt. I knew that i flirted with him a few times but unconsciously, how many times, i seriously did not know. Too bad the nite had to end. It was fun to have your arms wrapped around a guy dancing to love songs all nite.

We arranged to meet next Sat to see the photos (excuse?). Let's see how things will go. :)
I wonder if he likes me too?


12th June 1996
Hi! I'm back. I am in the office rite now, alone! And i am damned bored. Lisa told me that he called her last nite. I am kinda jealous. Why did he call her and not me? But Yan said that when a guy likes u, he will not dare to call u directly. Rather, he will call your frens. Well, i dun know how true that is. Anyway, if he calls fine. If not, forget it.

Why are guys like this?? Get your phone number but dun call?? Wat the heck??!


This entry was not dated
He called! Yes! He called!
And we went out.
Walked around.
Ate chocolate cake.
Talked.
Went Telok Blangah Hill.
Looked at the nite lights.
Stared at the stars.
Talked.
Whispered.
Laughed!
It's ok lah.