The deep abyss

It suddenly hit me as i was lying in bed sleepless (again) why i am feeling the way i am. I need my freedom! Yes, i am trapped, caged, ensnared, imprisoned. Like a bird without wings, a lion without teeth, no way to turn, no place to run. That's why i am so down. Each day i feel like i am falling into a deep abyss and just when i think there is no more lower i can go.. i fall further. It's like a hole with no bottom.

I seriously NEED to go wild, crazy, do something different, outrageous, shocking, extreme and out of the ordinary. Wouldn't anyone save me please?

Footnote: I am drinking as i am writing this.. apparently, i am too high to think straight now.. so it will have to end here.. i mean the post. :P

Footnote2: Someone told me i spelt something wrongly.. haha...