Unhappily depressed

I really do try. I do. Every morning, I wake up with the thought 'It's going to be a great day!', but by noon that particular thought has totally dissipated. Collapsed like a house of cards if you will.
And every thing else in the day goes completely downhill.

It is not as if I am unfamiliar with the concept of 'unhappiness', I used to be happily depressed. Yes, you heard me correctly, happily depressed. There is such a thing as happily depressed. But the key words here are 'used to'.

I also used to live by the advocate that happiness is in one's own hands, literally. You know, you control your own fate, your destiny, ya-da, ya-da.... NOT anymore! That has more or less been flushed down the toilet bowl, if you catch the drift. I really do not know why people around me just have to aggravate me. Do I have the sticker 'sucker' or 'piss me' pasted on my forehead?? Sometimes I really start to wonder.

I have not felt a spark of happiness for maybe the past 2 - 3 weeks. And to top it all off, I almost burnt down the house on Thursday night. I left the stove on while I went to bed. By the time it was discovered at 6 am, the whole pot was charred and the whole house stank!

I think I am the epitome of bad luck.

Object of desire - item 5,715

Been in a lousy mood for the past 2 weeks. But if someone gave me this, I will definitely feel better, if only for a while. Presenting, Gucci's latest fall winter collection.

I'll go with Darkness!

I'm back! Okie, okie, quit complaining. I was just catching up on some reading. 'What reading?' you ask? A series of Russian science-fiction, fantasy books written by Sergey Lukyanenko. Ha! Of course not! I dun know Russian (spoken or written). I do books in English. Hahaahaa..

There are 4 books in the Watches series; Night Watch, Day Watch, Twilight Watch and Last Watch. What are they about you ask? Go Google, Wiki or Yahoo! yourself, dun be laaaazy! Hahaha. Okie, I'll be nice and give you a gist of it. It's basically about a group of people that exists in the world called Others. They are able to draw and control magical powers for the cause of good and evil. There is also a dimension that exists called Twilight where the Others can enter. I'm not going to say more. But trust me, the books are really cool! I haven't been so enthralled by a writer since probably Tolkien or Rowling (though the last 2 books were getting a tad bit draggy).

I was reading the first 3 books and now sorely missing the last one. The English version was supposed to be released early this year but I seriously doubt the libraries have it. I'll marry the first guy who presents me with The Last Watch! Nah, just kidding. You will need a 1 carat diamond ring at least. Hahahaha...

So now that you know what I had been busy with, WHAT have you been busy with? :)

In other news, an angel and a king died on the same day, June 25th 2009, too much of a coincidence?