The month of October

Not a word was written since the first. I wonder why.
No doubt i am still very much alive. I wonder why.
Suddenly it all seems so pointless. I wonder why.
Not that anyone really cares. I wonder why.
I came and i typed. I wonder why.
This very mindless chatter. I wonder why.

You cursed silently as time filtered away. I wonder why.
The five minutes spent, never to return. I wonder why.
Uncertain why you passed here. I wonder why.
And now i digress. I wonder why.
Half the month has passed. I wonder why.
The month of October. I wonder why.